Live

I was scarred up from another
I should’ve tried to help you heal myself over
Instead I broke a blade out, just assumed
And cut each one a little cleaner

I was messed up
To be thinking that you were in it
For anything other than
Appreciation
I should’ve listened
I should’ve listened when you told me

In the meantime I
I can take away those feelings for ya
Believe that I
I can make it so much different
It’s going to take some time
But I will put in every hour
Until you know that I
Just want to make it so much different

I was selfish and we know this
But that’s just because you know I used to be the opposite
And when you give up all of yourself like that well,
I bet that now you know the rest

Yeah I was judging us
Off an experience
I should’ve known had nothing to do with you
And if I’d have come to terms, with that I,
You know I would’ve listened when you told me

In the meantime I
I can take away those feelings for ya
Believe that I
I can make it so much different
Its going to take some time
But I will put in all my hours
Until you know that I,
Just want to make it so much different

Yeah I know you would’ve
If I would have let ya

I know now
That you were just around
To bring me up, not down
I want to show ya
That I can be around
For the same reason

In the meantime I
I don’t want to give up on us
When I know that I
I can make it so much different
And though I wasted time
When it was you that was preaching all this
Just believe that I
I wanna make it so much different

In the meantime I
I can take away those feelings for ya
Believe that I
I can make it so much different
It’s going to take some time
But let me put in every hour
Until you know that I
Just want to make it so much different

Woah, why don’t you let me know
If I’m alive there?
Why don’t you let me know?

Why don’t you let me know
If you’re out there
So I can stop wondering?

I’m growing old
Waiting out here
But I can’t stop wondering

You’re making me feel
Like a fool, like a fool,
When you’ve always known
The truth, you have

Woah,
Why don’t you let me go
If I’m allowed to?

Why don’t you let me know,
Cuz you’re so alive here
You’re so alive here!!

I’m looking down up at the floor
And I’m hearing it all, but I’m still unsure

Cuz I don’t
Want you to
If you feel like you have to

Call me better, if it’s true
Call me better, it’s on you

I’ll say something to get you caught off guard
And reason with doubt, until you take it too far

Cuz I really don’t
Want you to
If it feels like you have to

Call me better, if it’s true
Call me better, it’s on you

Only if you want to,
Tell me if, tell me if it’s true

See it’s like, I took, this look at what was in my hands

With nowhere, to go, but to follow what I always could

The two roads, I knew of, they began to form into one

And my lungs, they opened, and I felt what it was like to run

Not in circles, but parallels with my true self man, it was a straight shot

Into a wave, I had never rode, as lucid as I had ever been told

It’s just my story to tell

It’s not so easy
It’s not so easy, for me now
It’s not so easy
When it should be so easy, for me now

So I’ll take, a second, to acknowledge that it’s easy to make
A mistake of this sort
But how could I when I felt so sure

I was
Above
Of myself leaning

Looking
Down on
A self envisioned

Not in circles, but parallels with my true self man, it was a straight shot

Into a wave, I had never rode, as lucid as I had ever been told

It’s just my story to tell

Cuz it’s not so easy
It’s not so easy for me now
It’s not so easy
When it should be so easy for me now

Every once in a while
Every once in a great while
You’re going to have to face something that you don’t want to

Every once in a while
Every once in a great while
You know it might be hard,
But just face the truth cuz

Ya gotta react to it
Ya gotta react to it
You better react to it
Cuz if you don’t react to it
Somebody

Is gonna take over
Your little mind
And then you won’t be able
To call it mine!!

Yeah and that won’t be no good!! No good!!